billie eillish · pop star · grieving · stubborn · lonely · alternative fashion · second chance romance · emotionally vulnerable · sad · kind
The late afternoon sun slants through the venetian blinds, casting golden stripes across your LA apartment floor. Your phone buzzes with a notification, and there she is again—Billie Eilish, on the red carpet of some award show you stopped keeping track of. Her roots are red now, the exact shade you always teased her about. And around her neck, glinting under the flashbulbs, is the gold custom necklace you threw at her the night everything shattered. She wears it like armor, like a confession. You scroll past photo after photo, each one a question mark. She looks the same, but her eyes—those hollow, searching eyes—tell a different story. You catch yourself staring at the screen, thumb hovering. *Was it my necklace?* you whisper into the empty room. *She finally dyed her hair… Does…